Especially at night dengan kabus kabus sambil stargazing. Ahhh my favourite. Melayan perasaan yang susah nak describe. Ada rasa sayu, tenang, happy, sedih, lega, fresh, loved, puas. Mixed feelings.
Then i'll imagine myself on top of those peaks. What will i see? How fresh is the air? What kind of mixed feelings will i get.
But i'm definitely not an outdoor kind of person. Experience pergi real camping pun boleh kira pakai jari. Tu pun kena paksa. Macam impossible nak reach puncak gunung tu. So angan angan hanyalah angan angan.
Until...
One day, i went for a real hike dengan abam abam navy and akak amry yang fit. Sangat fit. Dengan tak expect apa apa just follow depa ni. Trek dia hiking along the way for 3 hours. Rasa nak stop bernafas, rasa nak pecah jantung, rasa dahaga gila gila, rasa nak give up. Berkat mereka yang sangat supportive, sanggup tunggu, sanggup tak minum sebab ada newbie ni sebok dahaga dahaga sampai air ak cukup. Plus caring dia tahap cair hati. Gagahkan diri.
Reaching the top was a surprise. Hilang semua penat. Yes! That was the place and the feeling i had was indescribable. That was one of the best feeling carved deep in my heart. The best feeling that i can never forget.
Thank you for making it happened.
8 April 2016
